What happened to me?!

I can't believe that I have fallen off of the wagon so badly:(. I had a scheduled cheat day on September 19th and haven't been back on it since...until today. I am afraid to admit that I enjoyed not being on the program. I have been going to a lounge a few minutes from work with some co-workers a few times a week and found it nice to be able to partake in the UNhealthy food. I did have a salad once and it was totally soggy, so I never ordered one again. I'm going to have to figure out a different way to socialize with them. They do work out in the morning around 4:45 am, but I just really can't see myself doing that, haha.

I have yet to weigh myself since September 19th and I won't until Saturday. I'm afraid of seeing the number that will be staring back at me b/c usually when I regain weight, I just give up and I just don't want to do it this time. I think I gained no more than 10 lbs but I have noticed that I am more flabby in my thighs and stomach. Thankfully, my clothes still fit albeit they are tighter around my thighs (my worst body part) -- boo.

I am not planning on cheating until my Christmas party which will be around the 2nd week in December. I do have an added incentive to go back to eating healthy and exercise and that is the possibility of my going to Florida for a week during my Christmas holidays -- YAY!! I will be bringing my nephew there and meeting my parents down there at my aunt's house. I will be so close to Georgia and all of my friends that I'm hoping that some of them will come down to go to Disneyland or Universal Studios.